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| Yes, I have something to admit. I ditched first period this morning which I shouldn't have because I SWEAR I saw one my teachers passed by when I was walking back to school from jamba juice. Man, I guess walking in the cold made my throat even worst, so I went home after 2nd period. I really needed it anyways. I felt like I was dying for air or suffering. I hate being sick and being sick is not the reason why I want to avoid school. I just don't want to deal with the stress. I like going to work more because it feels less stressful than school. Probably because it's shorter hours. Spring break is next week. YES!
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| This week has been hectic. I've been coughing like crazy. The only time I'll calm down is when I take my cough drops or my cough syrup. I think I'm getting pneumonia. again. I was told if you catch pneumonia more then once, your lungs become really bad. I think this is the third time I've had it? I've also had bronchitis which is like even worst than pneumonia? I don't think it is though. It kinda feels the same, but you don't have to breathe tooo hard. I feel like I'm dying for air. I neeeed oxygen. My chest is soooo congested. Anyways, I went to work today even though I didn't have to. But I was called in. 2 people ditched work today, well actually one. The other went home early because 'she wasn't feeling good.' It was cool though. It was fun because I was with the COOOL people. Hilarious, but I shouldn't have gone. I feel kinda worst. I have work tommorow too. =\ But it's from 1PM - 7PM. I'm okay though. As long if I'm working when Danielle is. YES, she's pretty chill. I had a smoothie called a "PEANUT BUTTER MOO'D." I don't know why, but just the name of it kinda sounded nasty. But once you have one, it's actually really good. I shouldn't had have peanuts though, it's so bad when your chest is congested, but I was hellllllaa craving for it. Anyways, my english teacher called in on thursday? and said I have to pick a topic for my persuasive essay. I've already thought of a subject, "WHY IT'S GOOD TO PAY TAXES." Man. I wanna change it because you know, you kinda HAVE to pay taxes. Anyways, I'm not sure if I'm suppose to start on it this weekend. Oh well, I'll just do it anyways because I know I'm wayyyyyyyy behind on stuff since I missed a whole week of school. x( didn't it even feel like a week. Probably because I've been thinking alot.
I really want to get on the roof again at night and just talk to somebody...
I need to clear up my head especially what I've been through.
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| Man, today has been a bummer. I just recovered from my fever this morning. That's the reason why I wasn't at school. That's so bad. I really need to stop missing school. It's becoming a once a week thing. I can't help it. I'm never feeling good anymore. I keep on having these uncontrollable headaches. I have one right now that's lasted for HOURS. It's driving me nuts. Everytime I cough, It becomes painful. Oh, I was forced to go to work today also. There was 2 new people and I had to teach them. I felt like I was being kinda mean. Probably because I was sick and didn't feel like working at the time. ERR, I have to work this weekend too. I tried to get sunday off for Jenn's birthday party, but no one can take my shift. C'MON! I've only had 1 day-off so far. The other person has gotten only more than 5 days off and I've been there longer! RAR, what a loonnnnggg week. At least CAHSEE is over. =)
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| Yeah, I didn't go to school today which I shouldn't have done even though I wasn't feeling good. I guess it's from all the stress and pressure. People around me have told me to quit my job or ask for a break. I really can't do that right now. I know my parents were already irritated about me asking for money. Plus I feel guilty taking it. Plus jamba needs more workers since people are quitting. DAMNNN. I'm still not feeling good. I want to go outside so bad and let things out, but I can't. I've officially lost the trust between my parents and I. Actually, I don't think it was ever there.
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| i'm so fucking tired of people criticizing and complaining directly at me. it's like my whole life is based on people judging me. that's all i've been hearing. at work, i'm tired how everyone wants something done EXACTLY they wanted like the littlest things that don't make any difference at all. at home, i'm tired of my family yelling at me for NO apparent reason. at school, i'm tired of being pressured. i guess i'm not use to this 'sudden' change. i really really need a break. exit exams are this week. like that's suppose to make me feel better. i have headaches that won't go away and everytime i'm about to start my hw, my headaches get worst. all i can hear is yelling and yelling in my head.
i woke up at 630AM for the job meeting. I've been working from 7AM - 430PM when i was really suppose to start at 1045AM - 345PM. BUT, people decided to ditch work. THANKS. at least i'll get a really really fat paycheck in 2 weeks.
oh yeah, i still haven't finished my book project. oh well, i guess that makes me a procrastinator.
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